December 2011
48 posts
Fighting the very strong urge to punch a fucking hole in one of these walls, then cry myself to sleep. I just don’t understand this shit. Every time, EVERY SINGLE TIME, this shit happens to me. I’m so fucking done right now.
Why does this keep happening to me?
Memories.
I leaned up against my head board just now and realized that it was broken on the top. At first I was a little confused as to how that happened.
And then I remembered exactly how that happened…. *sigh*
The only good thing that comes out of being depressed is that we learn so much about ourselves. We are no longer strong enough to lie to ourselves; we’re brutally honest about who we are fundamentally, and in the end, we ALWAYS come out better.
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AND JUST HOW LONG WILL THIS "Scheduled...
Exactly how am I supposed to reblog stupid gifs and awesome pictures, prose, and poetry without my Dashboard telling me what everyone is….tumblering?…tumbling?…Tumbledore? (David So ref. haha)
Hurry the hell up, Tumblr! -__-
Love you tho. ^__^
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The First Time (its long, sorry!)
I cannot forget the first time.
He sat at the end of the bed, with his foot propped up on the end board, fidgeting with something he had in his pockets. I sat at the head of the bead, leaning against the headboard, my back to him. I was crying. I was sore, and I was sure that I was bleeding. My eyes burned for all of the salty tears. I heard him sniffling; then he exhaled.
“I’m telling,” I...
BITCHES BE TRIPPIN.
#thatisall
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Me: Unplugged.
1. Who’s the last person you talked to about sex? Bryan and Bree. LMAO
2. Have you ever sat in the back of a police car? yes. horrible experience.
3. Are you stubborn? I'm a Capricorn. Of course I am.
4. If you took a drug test right now, would you pass? yep! : )
5. Who was the last person to be on a bed with you? my nephew Jeremiah.
6. Do you tend to hold a grudge? not usually, but I can if you really piss me off.
7. Who is the last person that pissed you off? DaVontae
8. Whats something that bothers you about girls? too sensitivie and full of drama!
9. What’s a fact about the last person that texted you? he's like my big brother in Charleston. : )
10. Who sits in behind you in your math class? I'm an English major, NO MATH!!!! : D
11. Where is the biggest scar on your body? right upper-arm
12. Have you ever been told you were amazing? yep. Jon told me today... *sigh*
13. Would you date someone who was addicted to drugs?no, don't think so.
14. When was the last time you fought with your parents? i fought with my dad Monday. I fought with my mom like three months ago.
15. What was the last alcoholic beverage you drank? vodka + cranberry juice...mmmm...
16. What would your last name be if you married the last person you texted? Trappier LOL
17. Does it upset you if people hate you for no reason? naw. everyon'es entitled to their opinion
18. Who was the last person to play with your hair? Jeremiah
19. Do you get along with girls? Yea girls are ok with me. In moderation.
20. Think of the last person who said I love you, do you think they meant it? Yep.
21. Who was the last person you kissed on the cheek? Bree Benbow
22. Who are your last 4 texts from? Ronnie and Jon
23. Who was the last girl you talked to? Alicia (sis-in-law)
24. Do you know anyone who drinks a lot? lol most of my friends are part-time alcoholics, so yea.
25. Would you ever get plastic surgery? no.
26. Do you speak any other languages other than English? I speak fluent sarcasm.
27. What was the last lie you told your mother? "No, that's okay."
28. Have you ever had to call the cops on someone? LMAO yes.
29. What was the last compliment you received? Jon told me that I was beautiful and even though i'm bull-headed, he will always want me : ) ...*sigh*
30. Have you talked to a bitch today? no, i haven't spoken to my step-mother today..lol
31. Are your parents divorced? Yep. : /
32. Have you had sex today? Nope.
33. Do you judge people you don’t know? naw. unless they smell bad. then yes.
34. Are you a bad influence? No, I don't think so.
35. Is there anyone that’s in love with you right now? Jon!! : )
36. Would you ever live with any of your best friends? ehh...probably not.
37. How many people in your life have you kissed? Boys? Like 8.
38. Are you photogenic? people say yes, I say no.
39. Does anyone know a really deep and dark secret about you? oh yes....
40. Do you use birth control pills? yes.
41. When was the last time you went to a funeral? when my friend Robin's dad passed away...so sad.
42. Has one of your boyfriends best friends ever tried to get with you? No Jon's friends are mad loyal they would never do something like that.
43. What do you receive the most compliments on? my sense of humor...and....my breasts.
44. Do you currently owe anyone money? I think i owe my brother like 20 bucks.
45. Would you ever marry anyone for their money? negative.
46. Do you usually have a lot of drama in your life? at the beginning of the semester i did, but i had to get rid of that shit and go back to chillin. : )
47. Who do you think is the most attractive actor? Johnny Depp. Hands down.
48. How old is the last person you kissed on the lips? 21
49. Have you ever walked away from someone who was yelling at you? if hanging up on Jon while on skype counts, then yes.
50. Are you 100% over the last person you kissed? no...we're pretty much a couple. If you mean my last ex, then hell yes.
51. What’s one thing you don’t like about yourself? i tend to be a little mean from time to time.
52. Have you told anyone that you missed them lately? Yes, my mama, Jeremiah and Jon : )
Stupid exams made me miss lunch.
I’M SO HUNGRY!! Lunch is over and the express is closed!
I’m not about to order 10 bucks worth of food just to get some Chinese delivered….
What am i gonna eat???
*sigh* i need a car…..
Everyone Has Six Names...
1. Real name: Breanna Indiana Waymyers
2. Detective name (favorite color and favorite animal): Purple Hippo
3. Soap opera name (middle name and street you live on): Indiana Neeses
4. Star Wars name (first 3 letters of last name, first 2 of middle name, first 2 of first, last 3 of last): Way-In-ers
5. Superhero name (Color of your shirt and first item to your immediate left): Beige Lamp
6....
So this Botany Exam...
Maybe I didn’t fail….
#OkFinalsAReFineWithMeNow
This Botany Exam Today....
I’m bout to fail this shit….and i don’t even care.
#fuckfinals
My bestfriend and Me ♥
This is how we bond together:
When we’re depressed:
When my bestfriend needs me:
When we both saw our crushes:
When we both passed the test without even reading our notes:
When someone made me cry,my Bestfriend was like:
I LOVE MY BESTFRIEND SO MUCH ♥
Me and my Jazzy :)
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"My dad was never there..." SHUT UP.
“My dad was never there for me.”
“He left when I was a kid.”
“He doesn’t even love me.”
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I am always the friend...
Guys talk to me about their girlfriends. Ask me what they should do for girls they like. Tell me all of their dirty little secrets about their relationship. Guys come to me when things start to go bad, wondering if t hey should try and make it better. Guys ask me to talk to beautiful girls I know; tell them that they are interested and would like to know them better. Guys tell me when they love...
THIS LITTLE NIGGLET.
Why the only time you call me is real late at night??
#KillYourself
A Dream.
I dreamed of a girl in old Egypt.
Dreaming in her bed.
Her skin was the same as mine.
I wondered if she had dreams of their fairy tales,
As I had of mine.
Or if she wondered about tomorrow’s work.
I wonder if she ever smiled.
As children do.
Not quite realizing that their life is a nighmare,
Not wise enough to see the truth.
I can’t stand to see her any longer.
I...
